'Tis the Season...

All kaopeh me for not blogging... People busy rite?? Busy making Christmas presents, and all of you dunno how to appreciate! -_-"
Anyway Christmas came and went. Spent Christmas eve at Huimin and Kaishi's church where they had a mini concert. The concert was not bad. The female singer's voice was damn power la. Can break glass type. But of course, we went there firstly cos Huimin promised to treat us dinner before the concert. Hee hee. Although her lousy info meant we couldn't eat at the Old Kallang Airport Hawker Centre, we still had a good meal and ripped her off. Heh. Actually I shouldn't laugh. Huimin knows why. Lol.
Then after the concert the church still got provide some food and we ate again. *Burp*
And of course, we had this crazy idea to do surveys after that to raise funds for Rag. Dun ask me whose idea was it. We went to Geylang area to do our surveys and did from 9 plus till 11 lor. Siao. Then after that we went to eat again. This time went to eat frog porridge. Haha.
Then on Christmas Day had potluck dinner with the VS gang at Ho Teck's house. Knn, all dunno how to plan pot luck one. In the end, we had only 1 tub of Bee Hoon, 100 Chicken Wings -_-", 3 Bottles of Red Wine, 24 cans of Beer, and the worst, 5 Log Cakes. Wat The heck??!! And there were like only 15 of us. -_-" And plus I don't drink. -_-"" And plus there was ONE WHOLE Turkey and other food as well. -_-""" Wah lao. Eat like siao. That bunch of drunkards and crazy losers. Lol. What a way to spend Christmas. Lol.
Sometimes I wonder why I put in so much effort. Maybe I'm just plain stupid ba. Haha. In the end also liddat. But 'liddat' is good enough, I guess. Haiz. Last time, I would have scolded myself stupid and wasting time. I dunno. Wat's your Christmas Wish? I wish... your wishes come true ba...

More Than Words

How do you express something that cannot be described by words?
How do you cry without shedding tears?
How do you do something without knowing what you are trying to achieve?
How do you give when you have nothing left?
How do you wait for something that will never happen?
How do you dream when you cannot sleep?
How do you let go of something that never was in your grasp in the first place?
How do you convince yourself to accept something that you know is false?
How do you pretend nothing has happened?
How do you forget everything that has happened?
How do you know everything without knowing anything?
How do you know what to do if there's nothing you can do?
How do you know it won't succeed if you don't try?
How do you pick yourself up if you fall, never to rise again?
How do you win something that cannot be won?
How do you go on a journey that has no start, no end, no direction?
How do you know when to stop?
How do you determine if something is worth doing?
How do you stop something that is beyond your control?
How do you say something that is worth saying but not worth hearing?
How do you do something which you don't wish to?
How do you answer questions that have no answers?
How do I ....?

Have a Break, Have, er, Longer Break?

Exams over le. -_-v
This sem's exams like very jialat. Personally, my papers were all ok except for my ^&$%$ programming module. I knew/know nuts about C programming and I'm so sure it doesn't like me either. Why must they force us to take C programming? We are humans, supposedly smarter than those bloody computers. So why the heck must we dumb ourselves down to understand their language? Knn. Those knnbccb programmers so smart go invent a smarter program that understands what I want la.
Then the bloody programming paper is the worst I ever done lor. I see like so many of those taking the paper (everyone is forced to take this module) 30 mins before the paper end already sit there zuo bo. Not that they so damn good la, but because they dunno how to do. LOL. For me, I know how to do - anyhow do. Lol. Knn, then want to be like Xiaoshan liddat throw table walk out of exam hall also cannot. Cos this paper really IS easier than past years. I tried the past year papers can only do the MCQ. LOL.
But not as bad as the Bizad papers la. They all complain dian di one... lol. Think the worst was their Statistics. Knn. Students are allowed to bring in a single page-double sided cheat sheet for all their formulas. Then before exam start, they say the 2 pages MUST be on the same paper, if not they must CHOOSE 1 of the 2 cheet sheets and the other is confisicated. WTF. I think the whole exam hall all throw table and walk out liao la. CMI.
Anyways, on a brighter note, time to activate all the post exams plans!!! Keith, knn, where is the Boran T-Shirt Com?? FOP director damn big issit? Na-mah. (Quote Keith) Xiaoshan, when Rag Com Meeting? Later the Dean look at us say: Wah lao, U 2 Rag head and Rag Vice both dian di, both bloody bright green, only know how to talk cock, HOW TO WIN RAG??? Sack u 2 la. Ok, erm, I think Xiaoshan will be very happy if that happens. -_-"
Then all the activities who gonna organise?? Zoo trip? (Ya I know, very lame.) You all really wanna go zoo see xing xing ah? (Stars or Gorilla also same.) Then the chalet? Do what? Stare each other ah?
So many things to do, so little time. And we have less than 1 month break for all our suffering. Crap.